This is my view of my little buddy as we run around doing our crazy errands. Johnny always says we can't last 10 minutes without arguing, but hey... we spend the majority of our time together so how could we not disagree about things?! I love him, I love his ears, his nose, his little chin... i could just eat him up my precious boy...
My honey is swamped this week because one of the therapists in on vacation. So I have been trying to take extra good care of him. I get up and make him breakfast, pack his lunch and cold drinks for the day... send him off with his coffee, jug of ice water and a big kiss... I love my husband, and it breaks my heart when he looks tired and overworked. He won't complain, he loves his family and works hard to take care of us... and I feel terribly guilty when he calls and we are swimming or eating out, at a movie or anything that he can't be a part of because he works... but it makes him happy when we are happy, he is selfless like that. This week, because I knew it was going to be a rough one, I felt sad when I sent him off on Monday morning, because I knew it was going to be a stressful week and for some reason, I look at Noah and realize that he needs to have fun, be carefree... be a kid, because there is going to be a point in his life where he too will have to provide for his family, take care of them and miss out on things because he is doing that. So this week, I am not going to feel bad about running my kiddo to all his different activities, I just pray that when he reaches that point in his life, he will look at his own children and want for them what he had and that he too will work hard to provide for them and know that they will grow into strong, happy people...
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