ANXIETY

Have you ever had so much to do you couldn't move... Me...TOTALLY me. I am supposed to be at the church helping with the men's day retreat for team, but the guilt of leaving Noah off on a Saturday somewhere has taken over, especially since he called me at work 3 times yesterday to tell me he was ready to be picked up... nothing like a little bit of good old fashioned guilt to start off the week-end. So, anyway, he is going with me to help...which Lu doesn't even know we'll be there but I am stressed and have a headache b/c i have a lot I need to do at home and going there is not the best choice especially since my Lu already made me feel like a bad wife b/c he couldn't find a shirt to wear today (humm, the one he wanted was in the dirty close piled along the bedroom wall, good thing his shorts were in the washer) and then the drawer in the fridge got stuck when he was trying to pull out and he graciously left it on the counter and asked me to wash it... a subtle hit that my cleaning is not up to par (no offense taken honey, really.... :( ) I really need to take something by for the Momo to eat since jeremy is working today (not that he would make her breakfast) and she needs to stay off her foot and her finger is still a mess (forgot to continue that story, mental note to self: what is going on with the momo catch-up blog entry) so now that i have just begun to touch the tip of the iceberg...and my son is screaming at me that he is hungry (bad mom syndrome)...i will sign off... for now... and search for my bottle of xanax so i can start my day...