Friday, September 18, 2009

Friday...at last!!!!

I think this is going to be another one of those rambling entries.... I am completely exhausted...oh, if I could just have a dollar for every time I said that! HAHAHA It has been a long week, I even took a vacation day on Monday just to take a breather. We had to go Thursday afterwork to take Johnny's mom to Houston to be with her brother, he is very sick and it doesn't look good. We knew we had a lot going on this weekend so we took her up there so she could be with him. It is hard for us to leave her there even though she does have family there, we just worry about her having t0o find rides to and from the hospital and with her vision, worry about her getting to where she needs to okay... but momo won't have a problem asking for help and I packed her plenty of food to take with her each day for the hospital. I guess I am pretty much a pro at surviving in waiting rooms and hanging out at hospitals... It made my stomach upset just being there, it was a hard year these past 12 months and not one I care to have flashbacks about... and still dealing with the day to day of trying to cope with everything...and keep my head above water. But, it all works out in the end. Ruben is Momos brothers name and he looked so bad, broke my heart, made me realize again that we MUST be grateful for each moment. My new favorite song on Klove is a song about not wanting to just go through the motions... 'I don't want to live my whole life asking, what if I had given it everything...instead of going through the motions'.... how true is that. Life is too short to just exist, we need to give it our all so that at the end of the day we can say 'job well done' So we will continue to live and love and serve our God and eachother.. it's what we should do right?

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