Sunday, September 20, 2009

Sunday moment

Today is one of those days when you just feel the need to reflect on the blessings that you have..the ones you take for granted. Not because it has been a wonderful day really...or even because something awesome has happened, but because it has been one of those weeks that I feel ungrateful and fussy... I just feel like I am in a funk and I need to snap out of it because I AM blessed and I do have a good life and it shouldn't take something bad to make me or anyone else for that matter appreciate that. Sometimes we get so bogged down by the everyday stress of things thatwe flip to the negative side and it's all downhill from there. My screaming child is just that....a screaming child, not someone that loves me and is trying the only way he knows how toget my attention, not a healthy kid that can talk and run and that has a voice.... he becomes something i try to tune out, ignore or pacify into quitness with cartoons or a movie.. and I want to always try to see the good in it all... and remember that he is calling me back into the moment. So I amgoing to pretend I amnot visiting a very sick relative and have a looong drive home ...to a messy house, I am making the most of the moment...with my family, sharing our time and love...and the laundrey will be missing me too!!

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