I am so tired and scared, please God, please bring her sleep, let her rest, calm her down, I can't get up not one more time and put her back into bed....I am so scared.... I worry so much that these nurses are going to want her to leave this nursing home and then what?
God, I know there is nothing greater and bigger than you, I believe with every ounce of my being that you are the beginning and the end, the Great I Am... Nothing Lord, nothing is stronger and more powerful than you, not even this awful disease that takes hold of my Mom. I am throwing myself at your feet, asking that you please comfort her, comfort me.... I love her, I know you are here with me but I feel so desperate... I have to believe that in my heart of hearts she would never want to make our lives hard... Please God, fill us with your peace...whenever this disease tries to play tricks on her mind...lead her to your peaceful waters so that she can be calmed, don't let her go Jesus, don't let her go....
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